Thursday, March 31, 2005

looking forward to looking back.

at some point, i stopped living my life based upon how i felt
and started living it on a schedule
i'm not sure when it happened.
and i can't remember the last time i did something just because
i felt like it.

and now i am trying to fight my way back
into my own conciousness.
to question how i feel about things
and ask the why's and the how's and the where's
and then do what i feel.

not because it is the way to save money
or the way to save time
or what i should be doing
or what makes the most sense
but because i can.

1 comment:

Kyra said...

wow. i'm so glad i found the link to your site...some of these posts have brought me to tears and i feel like someone understands... (i hope i don't sound like some stalker! ha ha)